!Empower!

Salutations!

Hope you all are doing big things and doin well! So i'm concluding my 2nd week at home, and I must say it's become a truly positive experience for me in a new and different sense. Not like a SPOP positivity, that's absolutely bursting at the seams, that is constant euphoria, a natural high on life, an inexplicable ecstacy that takes you by the hand and whirls you around and rearranges all things that you never thought were possible, that suddenly became plausible.

This is a positive experience that requires a more thoughtful process in order to see that your trials and seemingly endless personal deficiencies are the God-given doubts that begs you to either abandon what you believe in or further fight harder for what you believe in and fight for what you want. It's the barometer to test if you're in pursuit of something, that let's you know if it is to become a hobby, or it is clearly a passion and object of your personal desire and intensity. In this life that we live only once, you can't afford to give anything less than all of your soul and being to something you know is meant for you.

Throughout all these days and highs and lows, frustrations and breakthroughs, I feel as though I'm really beginning to iron the few things in my life that i wish to push into the forefront, and wish my life's work to be defined by. To offer a hand and empower fellow humans, to have my voice clarified and shared, and to try my personal best to spread positivity and optimism, I can say are 3 things that I know will always be contributors to the definition of my life, and 3 goals that I must go after and never be satisfied with until the day my body no longer works, and hopefully my soul moves on for a greater purpose.
So for all of you guys that are going through trying times, and times that are really asking you to reflect upon yourself and your purpose, believe in your experiences, believe in the supportive/encouraging people you have surrounded yourself with, believe in the adrenaline and endorphins that go when you think about that one thing in your life that you have always had visions of, that might almost border delusional grandeur, and understand that it is possible, and understand that in taking steps to fulfill that vision, you are moving towards your purpose, and who knows, that vision might change, it might alter, it might become strengthened, but in the end you'll be comforted in knowing that every step you took, you took going forward, and that even in the missteps, you fell reaching for something in front of you.
Sorry if it sounds a bit preachy, but to be honest, with the people i'm surrounded by, I feel like i need to let it be known, becase I, I BELIEVE IN YOU, even if you're reading this and you're like, "he doesn't believe in me", screw that cause I DO! If you don't know me, but you know you want to make steps towards something then mother sucker, "I BELIEVE IN YOU!" Call me a hapless dreamer, a foolish optimist, but an honest effort to take a step in the right direction, is an action, that can begin and spur a journey more rewarding and mind blowing than even you can envision...

Happy 35th Wedding Anniversary Mom and Dad...oooooooooooohhhhhhhweeeeeeeee!

I'll be heading with the fam to Vancouver this week for a healing mass dad wants to make it to, so I will def. be posting, cause it's one of the places I've wanted to experience living in, and I hear the peeps and food are top notch there, so look out!

it's good to be back, I'm just glad to have amazing amazing amazing friends up here and down there...one more time, ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhweeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!