dad got his latest CT scan today, and it showed the continued progression of his cancer, in his liver and in his lungs. With the weight dad's been losing and how it seems he been becoming weaker and less mobile, all the stress put on the fam, and the worry of all my fam members, the one thing out out it all that still sticks out beyond everything, is the peace that my dad has, the faith that what is happening to him is all part of a plan, and the ability to keep his spirit strong for everyone else, as his attitude is the marker for which everyone bases their attitude off of. Def. wasn't the results we wanted, but all that isn't really as important anymore as the progression of our family, our bond, and our faith.

Quote from former Indy Colts Coach Tony Dungy
"I'm at a point, kind of like the Apostle Paul, If I live, it's good. If i die and go home with the Lord, it's better"


I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge - myth is more potent than history - dreams are more powerful than facts - hope always triumphs over experience - laughter is the cure for grief - love is stronger than death Robert Fulgham

2 comments:

my name is hj said...

amen. all love ray :) regardless of how far we are.

jHust said...

typically one would go ahead and try to give some words of encouragement, or advice. but it doesn't seem like i can give you any. you have it together and you continue to stay strong. all i can say is, for you to continue with what you're doing homie. God indeed has a plan for us all. you and your family are in my prayers... peace easy homie