!Empower!

it's been a crazy crazy week to say the least, and probably the longest 5-6 days of my life, It's feels like it's been weeks since Sunday. But none the less, this process has taken me across the spectrum and range of human emotions, but thankfully the one that hasn't been present is regret. That's one of the main things that makes this process filled with peace and makes me see the beauty in life and also in death. I see the outpouring of love, the support, just how OG of a guy my dad was, and how i didn't realize to what extent until he passed, and I was able to hear all these firsthand accounts of admiration, and inspiration he gave to others, and it truly has given me a new perspective on his life and just how amazing he was, and I'm glad that he left that as a final gift to his family here.

But I know even more so, Dad still left me one more gift. I remember last night before i went to sleep in his spot on his bed, praying for him to come and help me, and just help me with my path and direction in life, as I decided I was going to put Japan on hold, and wondering about when I would be able to get my life started again, but still worrying about mom and worried about the guilt of leaving and her not being ready yet. Dad also knew that after Roadtrip Nation I had so much momentum and was ready to follow my path and go for everything I was dreaming about and my passions, but with his cancer coming back he wanted me to come home and be back with the family for support. So that was tough for me, but I came to peace with it, and this morning, when i woke up I checked my email as i usually do, and I saw my pop's gift for me.

I got an email, from Roadtrip Nation, asking me if I would be interested in a position as a roadie. Since I've done a roadtrip already and they would want me to share my stories on the road of my trip. I've pasted the details of the job below, and am just a bit in shock still, but I know Dad hooked me up. Thanks Dad.